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I feel like the main character in a book. Or the lead actress in a movie. Not that I am so important and in the position as the main man in the world feel it's more that I appear as an observer, not as I do. Maybe I was a little too much in my
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increased. Whenever something happens to me quite normal or less normal, I immediately think about that and how I could install it. This is the simple little cut up to computer problems, from my love to the empty cell phone battery. It's not as if I just have to
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think, more it is always in the back of my head, ready to strike again at any moment.

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In the last few days done a great deal. On the one hand, I think finally the knowledge of the guitarist (that he is a * rschloch) gfestigt have, in addition I have lost a friend - and a place. The Guitarist delisted from Sunday to yesterday no longer on its own. Saturday, he apparently thought that he would have to report at some time and wrote me a text message. After the second I could not answer right ognorieren him more and had to. After a short SMS traffic, he said he was tired and wanted to sleep. Since then, there is radio station. He asked not even know why we do not, as usual, his performance came. My lost friend ... our relationship was pretty special, and I do not want to dwell on it. In any case he has broken off contact with me from blue. The penultimate talk was all as usual and then came the rupture of contacts. Something in his Vormulierung has made me suspicious. "I decided to make contact with you to stop completely (...)" completely cancel ... that is, before he had it already abnormally. From which I take it that it was never easy for a few days not online - these days he has blocked me. Without me, informs. There are endless things that violate me but one of the worst is to be ignored. As I see it, if you block someone, he was ignored. He said that if it ezt his relationship. again would allow, he would re-establish contact with add me. But I'm not sure I want this contact or he hurt me once already heavy, and I saw then and now, no good reason for this and the last action.
But something more enjoyable. Or frightening. A fact threatens to undermine AP, threatens even suck out the importance of AP. Previously, I was ready to sacrifice everything except my friends (and some family members) for AP. Now, this willingness dwindles rapidly. AP DOH had already sucked out of me. As an antidote, it destroys the venom, but also an antidote is a poison, so that instead of DOH AP shot through my veins. But now waning power of the AP, is replaced by a much stronger power. I can not say I'm unhappy about the opposite. I have not felt for years as wonderful as it is now. Rather, for our cause it is scary, but would get along wonderfully AP without me, I'm sure.
I am in love. I've fallen in love, as I've fallen before. He's just ... perfect. He just looks gorgeous, is incredibly loving, sweet and ... oh, just incredible. I had never - ever since I woke up from my dream of a perfect world, bin - a sense of purpose, I also needed rarely. But he pushes himself in this position. I can not describe it otherwise than in my two exs, he somehow knows what hurts me and is able to circumnavigate it, whether instinctively or otherwise which he has never really hurt me. We understand each other, it is indescribable, it must be something like my soul brother.
He simply is what I always desired, he has a soft core and the "hard" estimate as far as I can. Romatnisch is, but I'm sure he can be rough. That's what I've always wanted - someone who both has united in himself. So to speak, the combination of my (again) and my best friend R-Ex. And I'm sure I've found this combination in him now. He is younger than everyone else but it appears to me more than many with whom I contact used have. When most I would say. He is a - perhaps the - most important person in my life has become, within the last three days. I cling to him more than anyone else. What increases my fear of losing him a lot. I do not know how I could cope with the loss.

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I laughed inwardly or on notification of a planned rampage in Thun. A fifteen-year-old vocational school students apparently believed by his threat (20:12:07 massacre) he had a holiday extension. Ridiculous. He soiled the legacy of Reb and Vodka and verunglimpflicht not last, any future school Massa notch skiers / inside. Alone the fact that he used the word "massacre" is evidence of his lack of Inteligenz.
As mentioned, I laughed inwardly at this wannabe, when I realized with a new shock, but how terrible people are. It is an insult to any self-thinking, be insulted as a person. 4% in Switzerland are under protection. LEAN 4%! Thanks to our climate warms up the **** and so many emigrate extinct in Switzerland or domestic birds. We create a few thousand years, what has made no other being since the dawn of the world - to destroy the very! Oh yes, it really is glorious to be a man!

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... 15 days since my last entry. Time back to a scale. First diary stuff, then profound (if I have time or even wants).
Silvester was sickening. The food was still, but then I was told that on my birthday is perhaps the Balinese New Year - which means that no current may be used, do not you leave your house and can not be too loud. Anson most are money coaches. Of course, was heartbroken because it was my 16th place, but fortunately as it turned out, this is the beginning of New Year just a week before my birthday. Lucky.
New Year we spent almost in the car, my mood was about to -38 as the year went on Equip. I hope this means that the new year can only get better.

The Guitarist wants our friendship to a friendship downgrade (previously we had had more of a romance), and maintains stock-still, it would not (only) because of the singer. Right now, I'm sure that I have little in love. It's always the same and in retrospect I see my error - as always when it is too late. One thing I miss my L-Ex, I do not love him more and know though (really) that I (theoretically) better off without him ... but maybe. And my ex-R has a girlfriend so that puts me in jealousy.
has given the candle into my top friend and now is again a weak candles green pieces, which pretty much always flickers and the extinction is near. He said we should wait until I'm in Switzerland and then make a fresh start. I have no better proposal.

What problem number 1 was raised: return. Father is taken, but he is only willing 18'000Fr. to pay. For 4 years. That's 6,000 less than required. He thinks everything he could not cope and have already cut back now. I just hope that my mother received it, otherwise I have a huge problem. You will of course continue, he must pay 24,000, but hey! I can not do magic! I hope they tell me to report soon on the school, otherwise I can not like the neck slit, because then it is too late for the school.




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I think of profound I am not in a position today. And the time I miss, too. yet to show that I recognize the good aspects of my life, some beautiful things that have happened to me. For example, the work moves a little on my autobiographical book ahead pretty well. What bothers me is only the spelling test, as they always corrected for English and I've still not figured out where I switch it. In addition, I have finally

make-up, even in two shades of gray, which I quite relieved. Within about 5 days I read the first three Harry Potter books and am with Volume 4 in the last half. Even for me that's quite a record.

As long as I'm still cloudy voted blessed to aggressive, I should write a few lines for "power of nothing."

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Actually, there is no reason or something similar for this entry, I just thought I should have left a last entry in 2007.
This year is incredibly hissed past me. Although the January is a long way off, but the part seems to have been only just. In contrast, May is the final examinations already passed a lifetime. Strange how the sense of time is misleading. In general, it seems, as time passed here ind Bali three times as fast. I'm in wicked time pressure, must meet me in about 2 weeks with my father because I necessarily need to register in January at the Old Canton school. It seems as if the part is too short for all that above all, because all I still speak with my mother must, after I have spoken with my father. I hope it signals me in front of the school clean, because otherwise I certainly do not create, you could even (if necessary, we hope ... or I, sometimes not, it will get that far) unsubscribe me again .

Apart from this problem I should finally learn once again! This is my only Intent in the new year, one, maybe even because I can observe also be disciplined. That needs not only for school but also for AP. * Censored *